Dark and Dull

Do you think fate has the unavoidable nature
With its twistful turns and continuances
That eventually leads us to a predetermined line
That nevertheless, would be suitable for our soul?

For I have traveled many miles
Away from my life, to embrace another life
Yet life itself lured me back into its trap
And I become its voodoo princess

No matter how high I tried to fly
Or how wise I try to grow
This chain of bitterness seems to be endlessly pulling me down
With hatred, betrayal and foolishness

I’ll scream if I can, cause I really want to
I’ll run if I could, but I have not the heart to
Now all that I can see is an endless circle
That has begun to eat away my rotten faith

If this life’s journey is all about hardship
And hardships are meant to give you power
Then what’s the use of easy living after hardship?
Will it even come at all?

Now all I have is fear and confusion
With doubtful heart and mind that marry as one
And it seems like they cannot be transformed
All is dark, all is dull.

JK